Dololita

You may have well died while you’re young if you’re going to lose your soul when you’re old. Falling in love with a boy whose a pet makes me want to bet that the longer you have him the harder it is to let him go. The sign says ‘no pets allowed’ yet you won’t let him go. I on the other hand was approached by an old man, he asked me for a cigarette but neither of us had a light. I’m a terrible person and I’m going to hell for spending saturdays in bathrooms, time apart from this drug can hurt. It’s slowly getting clearer, you give all you can and it doesn’t seem to matter. Gradation’s all in splatters this haul will take its toll, a heart held down with gold. Yet these sensations have me running skipping jumping. Grammatically, racially, and politically incorrect, when the feeling is mutual it makes me erect. There’s not much explaining, it is what it is. The hampered life of an artist down to the hard work that he does that may or may not be admired yet still it gets done. Her heightened sense of creativity leaves her with more moral flexibility. I am not a so-what-non-conformist, are you? I am just working on a script, a poem, a novella…maybe two. All these have-a-go-anti-heroes are the only reason I’m still around. Them and the simple reasoning that I am what I feel. I feel the sun in my face and it is all so surreal. Lack-lustered and dazed I am just so amazed. I thank the people in my life for adding such spice. I thank Mother Earth for all my worth. Thank you everyone now who is reading this, no need for the fear or to prolong life or death. Just to be in the moment is all we can ask for, I’ll never understand those who ask for more. With their toys and their gadgets, I don’t need to hack it. Why live through a life that one needs to cope when one can live with breeze and easily float? The others with their friends all in one clique, their expensive clothes that gather dust, and their lust to never discover, to never discipline. Just be free of mind, just see with one eye. Stop being split just to be fit. It’s appropriate to know your intention and your design is for you and you only, so allow your soul to shine. Please stop blocking it up with all your junk that harshens the mellow of your human kind fellows. As we grow older don’t become dull but like clay, build a heroic mold and take shape as you grow. I’ve tried to get my message across to many old friends, that Im sure I’ve hurt and been hurt in the end. No ill wishes were ever placed upon them. If we all learn it ourselves then their would be no one to save, we can only save ourselves and that is enough. So stretch in n’ out. Discover what life is really all about. Try not to get down and always improve. Help yourself to help others. And never give into anybody else’s rules.